I've been having personal problems which have caused me to avoid the BATIM wiki. I was doing some stupid stuff and creating drama on the discord server, the aftereffects of which have affected me very deeply. It caused me to hate myself more than usual, and somehow might have added on to my trauma list. (don't ask me why, I know it's stupid). I just felt like a horrible person that didn't belong here or anywhere for that matter.
I'm still going to avoid the Discord server, and you couldn't pay me a million bucks to ever enter it again. I'm scared that if I go back in, the people I offended will call me out and stuff, and that my apologies won't be accepted. Worse yet, I'm afraid I'll end up creating drama again. I didn't have it in me to truly leave the wiki ever again, tho just in case I changed my mind.
Hope you all are well.
-Betty